For quite some time, because what I have been thinking about and learning about has seemed so illusive, I have been unable to verbalize my thoughts enough to write them down in a coherent essay. This is why there has been no blog from me for awhile. Feeling like it was time today, I asked my Guides to help me write my blog. I eagerly opened up to their energy and immediately felt it come in through my seventh chakra. The clarification/information that came through was a combination of things I have been thinking about, talking with friends about, old lessons from my teachers, and new ideas as well.
Note: To my followers who read this, please understand that I am still learning this lesson myself. I write what I need to learn. I hope you enjoy and are encouraged by these thoughts that came through today, some of it quite emphatically, I might add! This is what I was given:
It is a day to bring up the idea of continuance in the field of creation. This is an idea that is now coming to fruition. By this we mean that everyone is participating in creation and everyone has a part to play. The field, as most perceive it, is a physical form—hard, firm, solid. But as physics has shown you this is not the case. The physical field consists predominately of space. This is hard for the mind to fathom, yet it has been proven to be so. How solid a form seems is intricately connected to the speed of the vibrations of the subatomic particles — the slower their vibrations the denser the form.
The field itself is a blank screen. Thoughts are what create and make manifest the physical plane. Individual thoughts, seemingly separate from others, are in reality connected to the whole. There is no true separation. We realize that this concept is known by many; but this idea is mainly for most just that, an idea in the head. For you to feel and understand what is being said here, one has to jump from the mind to the heart, to the soul, to the spirit where it becomes a nonverbal, non-thinking event. When this occurs there is a distinct feeling of delicious release into the void, a release from pain, from suffering, from judgment. This freedom of judgment allows the spirit to move within the flow, separating from ego, which is always trying to second guess the others and their pain. Yes, the world, the universe, is nothing but a blank screen with your thoughts projecting onto it, as the subatomic particles move to your thought-commands.
But if the above is true, then why can’t one seem to be able to create a world that one enjoys? The catch here is that you are also projecting onto the screen the idea that it is just not possible for your thoughts and the collective thoughts of everyone here to actually be creating our world. This makes the belief self-perpetuating. This then is what is meant by the continuance in the field of creation — the process of creating a smooth overlay to the pattern that is created by the collective fantasy; therefore it all feels and looks seamless when it is truly just a patchwork of thoughts. The smooth overlay is created by the deeply embedded belief that it is real; therefore one unconsciously pulls into their reality from the patchwork the “proof” that their reality is indeed solid.
To consider that it is possible to actually create one’s reality by focusing and pulling in the “facts” that create the illusion causes the ego panic and fear. This is the ego feeling out of control. And when the ego is feeling out of control, it spews judgement and fear everywhere, for this is what keeps the ego in power. As you may have read before in previous posts, the ego is like a pet and needs to be trained so it can be your helper and a companion, but it must not be in control of you. Like a dog, it needs to know that its owner is in control. It needs to know that it cannot soil all over the house or bark wildly at all times and bite anyone it wants. But a dog needs a job and this is what it was originally designed for—to keep the physical form safe in this reality. So if there is true danger then it needs to bark or even bite!
Therefore, when your Higher Self is in control, you can let go of the pain of judgement knowing that you are doing exactly what spirit wants you to do. Even though what you are doing could seem as if it were the wrong thing to those looking in at your life as they throw judgmental vibes your way, you know that you are doing as you have been called to do by spirit. This allows the negative vibes to roll right off of you — they just don’t stick.
This is known as the state of surrender. When you are in this place, you aren’t hooked into the trauma/drama of physicality. It gives you an objective view of the situation. You see humor or lightness or even beauty where others see only pain. You see the scenario of everyone’s biases playing out. You see the matrix field respond to the thought forms of individuals and the masses. It is a miracle to behold. To step out of egoic fear and into the supportive Trust of the Universe, Spirit, God, Goddess, the Lord, whatever vernacular one is comfortable with, not to judge or point fingers but to watch in amazement as each person’s part of the tapestry overlaps with those of similar thoughts as a pattern of much intricacy and great beauty emerges. Some would project fear and judgement on those patterns that do not match their own, that they feel are not harmonious to their thought patterns, but that is all they are, disharmonious thought patterns. When you are in this state of release and surrender, you can sense a lightness in the choice. Even though there may be a challenge in the execution, because spirit is leading there is no fear, only trust. You may not be able to see beyond your next step, but you know in your heart that your life is moving/changing as are you.
In the 3-D world, disharmony is feared. With fear comes a need to become rigid, to stop the flow of the energy patterns. The rigidity itself causes more fear, and the fear patterns become dominate. When one pulls away from the rigidly of fear and can watch from behind the curtains as the play is being performed, one can appreciate the beauty of the scenery and of the talent, and the skill to make these thought patterns feel real. As you are watching from behind, you may get pulled into the emotions of the play for a while, and feel like you are there, but soon you realize that it is just a play and that it is not reality. You are not caught up in the drama of it; you have space from the story that is being projected. As more spirits do this, the fear takes over fewer and fewer souls, allowing for the flow to become stronger. This is what is happening on a large scale now!
You may want to shut these ideas all down because you can’t see clearly. We say this to you–keep one foot in front of the other. Do not worry – you are following the path even though it may not seem like it at times. You want control. This is your ego – put it to rest – it has taken control of you – there is nothing to worry about or fear. We see your angst and we wish to say this to you. Stay focused on your chores, your work, on your loves, on your life. Despite your ego manipulating your mind, your life is moving forward in the direction that your Higher Self has planned since you came to this planet. It matters not if your mind yammers at you. The things on the other dimensions are continuing. (But consciously knowing these things makes the process much more comfortable and actually delightful at times!)
You are wanting linear; you are wanting it all to make sense; it is not linear. Let the feelings come in and out, up and down, wave after wave. It is the horse of the apocalypse that you are riding. Ride in exhilaration. All is well! We cannot emphasize that enough. Let go of linear ideas of time, let go of how to “fix” the situation and simply ride the wave. Spirit is here directing the flow. You have agreed and have surrendered to Spirit, to the Wisdom of God and the Universe. Do not apologize for your change in moods. Do not apologize for your change in direction; do not apologize for the energy set forth by God. All is well!!! Know it, live it, love it! We cannot say more. The miracle is here!
And that, my friends, is the message that I was given for now. Take what is helpful and leave the rest!
Enjoy this beautiful spring!